Aaudii

This stress. It slept deep within my bones until it awoken and nawed its way slowly into my conscious thought. Though, by then, it had already poisoned my sleep, leached itself on my health, and rooted itself -like a tumor- in my mind. It is not a physical thing that can be easily removed but a state of mind. The state of ones mind can be changed by changing ones thoughts or attitudes or behaviours and habbits, but these concepts all exist within the mind, which is the place of the distress. Now we are back at the beginning... running in circles.. crumplig into self made holes. I am tired. I am stressed. Can't sleep. Can't meditate for my

Plagued by desires of Home where life flows and songs soar like sparrows from our mouths and thoughts like monsters disappear.

Sometimes I have trouble choosing. ...I am rather indecisive, you see. There are just too many variation of 'apples', and I only have just 'one' dollar. ...I need to make sure my choice counts. Even though at the end of the day, ...I'm still allergic to apples. So regardless on which I choose, (-even if I could choose them all-) ....My fate will remain the same.